[21] part 1 of 4
Jan. 8th, 2016 12:41 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Honey, come set me free
Chanyeol/Jongin
NC-17, 38,164 words
Warnings for past emotionally abusive relationship
I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINALLY FINISHED THIS. It all started when I saw this picture of Jongin looking like a damned supermodel, then it all spiralled out of control from there. Many thanks again to L and M for holding my hand, offering me advice, and their constant belief in me when I had none in myself.
( Jongins quiet, single lifestyle couldnt be more at odds with his day job. Life as the poster boy for one of the biggest underwear labels in South Korea is great and Jongin loves it, he does, its just that sometimes he feels like the two halves of his life don't add up. Without the lights and the makeup and the skimpy clothes, Jongin is just an ordinary guy with all the ordinary hang ups (that is if crippling shyness and anxiety count as ordinary). Jongin has spent most of his life trying to live up to peoples expectations of him, but maybe its about time he learnt that the only people who matter will love him just the way he is. )
Chanyeol/Jongin
NC-17, 38,164 words
Warnings for past emotionally abusive relationship
I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINALLY FINISHED THIS. It all started when I saw this picture of Jongin looking like a damned supermodel, then it all spiralled out of control from there. Many thanks again to L and M for holding my hand, offering me advice, and their constant belief in me when I had none in myself.
( Jongins quiet, single lifestyle couldnt be more at odds with his day job. Life as the poster boy for one of the biggest underwear labels in South Korea is great and Jongin loves it, he does, its just that sometimes he feels like the two halves of his life don't add up. Without the lights and the makeup and the skimpy clothes, Jongin is just an ordinary guy with all the ordinary hang ups (that is if crippling shyness and anxiety count as ordinary). Jongin has spent most of his life trying to live up to peoples expectations of him, but maybe its about time he learnt that the only people who matter will love him just the way he is. )